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It's been far too long since i've wrote my last blog, it's not as if i've been busy, more of a slipped my mind. So a lot has been going on, would you believe I finally have a job, yeah, me of all people finally being employed. I'm working at Canford School, it's a boarding school and all i have to do really is searve food and clean up, it's not much and i don';t have many hours but it's perfect for me. Also, i have now started college, I hayve already dropped a subject, changed timetables about 4 times and tutor group shifted about 3 time now, so as you can probebly tell it's going really well haa. To be completely honest it actually is going well minus all the confusion with lessons, I origionally had a time table with the subjects Art, Photographay, Media and double English, all i've done is drop art and take philosophy. Lessons seem to be going smoothley at the moment but as for a couple of weeks time we'll have to wait and see. I'm just about up to speed with the work, maybe a tiny bit behind but who isnt ...tbc...

I'm seriously lackingin blogs now, it's weird how i go from routine daily blogging to a blog once a month maybe, it was almost a habbit until recently, i would spend my days going through what i would be writing later in my head and now i dont even think about it. So summer is here, so far i haven't achieved much. The weathers finally shaped up, i have a tan and thats about it. On and off i have been getting out, last week i managed to get in to Crank, a night club in bournemouth, without being id'd and got to see Max and OB from hollyoaks, aka Matt Littler and Darren Jeffries. I got to talk to 'OB', it was strange that he started the conversation to me really..kind of serreal that just last week i was watching them in their final episodes of hollyoaks. Another outing was a one off reunion gig with Braking Fast and the Dangleberrys. Was at the i-bar, a venue which i had never been to until now. Was a really goo night, we didn't stay the whole night, only for the two bands i mentioned. Was weird to see how much people had changed/grown up, mostly us, seeing as at their last show we were all dressed in our dark clothes and baggy band tee's. Was an amazing night, just like old times, but maybe better?







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For now i'm just going to upload some pictures, will write about it another day when i have the time =)

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Not writing blogs is becoming a habit, it's not that i don't enjoy writing or that i don't have time, it's more like now that i've finished school my days seem pretty pointless. When i'm not sleeping until 2.pm i'm just sat around watching t.v. I need to find something productive to do with my spair time. I hate to admit it but i'm starting to miss school in the sence that i have nothing to do and miss seeing my friends, not that i was at school much before exams. Anyway, i'm lacking on things to write about and i haven't really said anything, which kind of sums up my life right now. Dull. One thing i have succeded in is starting a new book, which i need to finish before sunday due to the new series being on, yeah, it's the second series of the Dexter books. Also yesterday i went shopping to get some shoes to wear to prom and i managed to get some for £12 which i have fallen in love with. I'm going to end it at that and will probaly write again after prom where i will have something half decent to write about and will fill it with of plenty of pictures =)
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I haven't really been in the mood for writing recently and if i'm completely honest i'm still not but i thaught i aught to write a bit because it's been so long since my last blog. Nothing reallhas been happening worth writing a full blog about since the last one. Last week i stayed at Smurfies house because her parents were away, which was awesome, just the change of scene made it better than being at home. Appart from being at Smurfie's nothing as really been happening. I had my last exam on tuesday, started street dance lessons 2 weeks ago, which is going really well. It's easier than expected and bloody good fun...and i've dyed my hair pink! Think i'll finish off with a couple of pictures to sum up what's been going on...=)

New hair, although you can barely see it aha.

Doing the six step after dance.

Gem doing a elbow freeze

Laughable...aha, doing a backstand

Smurfie had a hair cut

Smurfie, stef and me at the 'house party' on wednesday

We played guitar hero...

Sat around in tracksuits and hoodies =P

And actually used the washing machine! =0 aha.
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As most people who read my blog will know, i'm a big fan of the program 'Britains Got Talent', particularly this year. I had been trying to get a ticket to the live tour in Bournemouth for quite some time but failed misrably. The morning of the Bournemouth show Kellie-Ann was online looking it up when she found that they had added an extra performance earlier in the day, being the lovely, most amazing sister she is, she tried her hardest to order me a ticket, but because the type of card she has it didn't work, but she was still willing to pay for me to go if we could get someone else to pay for the meantime. I called up my Granny and she was more than happy to aslong as we paid her back. I litrally sprinted round to my Grandparents house because i was worried about them selling fast and getting my hopes up. After ordering the ticket we read that you had to have the card with you and had to sign to get the ticket and so when i headed to Bournemouth i was joined by my Granny =) Once in Bournemouth we qued for about 5 minutes ad then got the ticket. I had 2 hours before the doors opened so before heading off Granny baught me a lattee. She left at about 1 and at first i felt a bit weird wondering round the BIC alone, but eventally i went and sat in the cafe and felt a bit more comfortable with my head in the program for the show. Time seemed to go reasonably fast, which was lucky. Doors opened at 2 but the show was postponed to 2.45.
I didn't bring a camera but i emailed the people who i found on youtube who were at the same show as me and asked if they could send me some pictures for me to use in this blog =)

Steven was presenting it which was pretty rad,
These are a few pictures, not in the order...but heyy.

Andrew and Faryl did a duet of Walking in the air


Andrew Muir sang whilst the two girls from nemisis danced

Cheeky Monkeys did the routines they did on the show.

Escala were pretty good, fire!! aha

All the people who were there..

George Sampson was there of course =P



I didn't really like Kate and Gin on the tv, but seeing it live was kind of like..wow, that dogs dancing.



Nemisis! one of my favourites =)



Nemisis and Signature had a dance off to thriller, which is when George Sampson came on stage.





Special guest Tracy Lee Collins !

Strike...not as fit in person, haahaa =P

Was amazing =D
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Thinking back on the last week it doesn't seem as if i haven't been up to much, but to not have written a blog in 8 days i must've been busy...Exams are starting to become stressful. This week i have come across the first exam that i really struggled with, chemistry, luckily it wasn't just a matter of me being stupid, a lot of people struggled with the exam.
It's a lot easier to sum up what's been going on with pictures...so here..

We went to Mr Kyps but due to lack of money we ended up not attending the gig after all...Vegan boy liked this bush?

We went for a shop in asda for some snacks, whilst Vegan did his weekly shop =P

We soon headed down to the Quay for fireworks

She looks bored,

Borrrrriiiiinnnnggggg ahahahha =D

Next day (Friday) me and llie headed in to Bournmouth =)



I pounced on a Britains Got Talent sign...hahaha =D

I went to gemmas friday night before Americas got talent was on =P

Gemma got some threatening phone calls...? =/ =S

And we took pictures of ourselves. Notice how i have no make up on haha, well appart from eyes.

This is the Gemma Gangster pose, as you've probably seen many a time when ive been around her.

Ima Lion =D


Overall this week has been pretty good =)
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Today was an amazing day. We went to Bournemouth to get some shopping done and came across a 'Bring back little cheff' gathering, we had no idea what was going on but climbed in to the back of some van and got recorded saying what we would bring back from the past 50 years, wearing a tee that said bring back the skank we decided to go with that, with a little demonstration from llie and her amazing skanking skills...=P



We also got free tee-shirts for doing it, which were pretty rad aha,
We went back to shopping and came across teenage mutant ninja turtles watches and so all baught one, although we didnt get a choice which turtle we got because it was from one of those machines that you put the money in and it just chucks the toy at you, Smurfie got my fav, Donatello =/

Later on we went to c's to see Sonic Boom Six =) LLie and Ryan were going to come along but decided last minute not to SupriseSuprise, and so me and smurfie missed the first band whilst faffing about..
Whilst in the toilets at C's we discovered a window cill that was really high up but really big, and so we climbed up, i managed to get stuck up there...


I also found someone wearing the same amazing primark shoes as me aha.


Me and SmurfFace decided to pretend to be skinny haha, strangely we wern't the only people in there doing that..

The extinguishers were amazing as per usual..

and I think the people enjoyed four 0 as much as sonic boom six..haa

 i can't be bothered to upload loads of band pictures, but any half decent ones will be up sooooooon on www.myspace.com/pic_char_perfect

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The summer weathers been on and off now since i can remember, although i don't think i've seen a full day of sun since the beginning of my break from school and exams, which isn't completely a bad thing seeing as it means i will be staying in more therefor getting more revision done. 

 

tbc... =P

My blogs have been lacking some what recently, I'm going to go ahead and place the blame on being over my head in exams and revision, which is probably hard to believe. Revision is something that i have never found useful, well not the kind that we're encouraged to do. I find it much easier to do things and learn rather than to read through things over and over, I'm what is called a kinaesthetic learner, and so recently i've been online finding ways in which i can actually learn, aswell as doing past papers which i have been given through out the last year for homework and have failed to complete until now.
What I've found so far in these exams is that people worry far too much, they're under un-necisary stress which is just making things harder for them. The week leading up to the first exam was probably when i was worried most, but the day came and went without a single worry. Which made me realize that if you prepare and know that you try your best that's all you can do, and does it really matter what other people are saying when you truely tried your best.
So far i've got through 3 exams and have felt confident that i have done well out of 4. Today, being Wednesday, i had my biology exam, last year i had Mr Lewis for a teacher, I managed to have an A/A* average in that lesson, until this year where we changed teachers. I don't think there's been one single serious biology lesson, it seemed pretty rad at the time that all we seemed to do is talk bollox and watch panda's sneezing on youtube, but when it came to my last minute revision before the exam it suddenly hit me that i was no where near prepared to be taking this exam.
I revised for three hours straight before i had to leave for school and when i got the paper it seemed i knew what was written in the questions and all the things that was on the paper, just not the answers to the question itself. It was as if they were just listing everything i know as the introduction to the question then asking something in which i had never even seen before. I managed to get my way through the paper answering every question, but with a lacking confidence that i had done well, but like i said, i did as well as i feel i could have, and so i'm not disapointed at all. There's plenty of exams left and all i need to do to get on to the courses i have applied for at college is 5 C grades or above, which i think i am capeable of easily. I can happily say that i am content with the work and effort which i ave put in to the exams so far.
I was expecting a lot more pressure, yet i'm feeling none.
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LLie and I still had money left over from yesterdays shopping trip and so decided to once again go shopping.
Starting in Boscombe, and working our way back through bournemouth and poole.
 I tried to get a refund for some clothes that i had baught the day before but had decided i didn't like but because my mum had paid on her card i had to spend all the money that i had spent in the same shop, I found a pair of shoes a while back in Pooles primark but they had sold out in my size, and managed to find them on this one, which was awesome because i could buy them with the refund money. Luckily today llie found clothes that she liked and ended up spending all her money and wanting to spend even more, which is unlike her seeing as she's so fussy. This was the first time in so long that me and llie had been out together, just us two, in a while, i didn't think it was going to go as it did, we got on justlike we used to and it was a really awesome day.
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This morning i was woken up by LLie who was telling me that we could go and find me a prom dress today because mums money had gone in. Before we headed off to the shops we went to school so that i could pay for the prom ticket, cause lets face it, i dont want to be buying a prom dress if i can't even go to the prom. At school mr mcnaughten caught me as i was leaving the year office and dragged me to the english faculty room to get some more revision, i didnt mind, it was just that mum and llie were waiting in the car for about 20 minutes for me. We headed straight to TK Max, because to be fair they have some amazing dresses at decent prices. The first dress i saw i fell in love with instantly, i took it to the changing rooms and tried it on. The best thing was it had actually been reduced to £30..I decided rather than trekking around carrying on looking for a dress that i would buy this one because i couldn't see myself finding one i liked better. Once we had finished in tk max we headed to poole to shop for some clothes, i found myself picking up everything i saw and buying it, ended up with two new tee-shirts, two new belts, a dress, 4 pairs of tights and a cardi, yet llie had found nothing she liked. Mum had to be home for work and so we came home with her, also llie had an exam. I pretty much sat around on my laptop watching that 70's show, as always and waited for mum to get home so that we could go back out again. We picked llie up from school after her exam and went over to castlepoint, we looked in every shop and she still could not see anything she liked, if anyone knows what shes like they would understand how me and mum were feeling, before going home we stopped in throntons caffe and had a hot chocolate and brownie, and then headed back to poole for asda to get something for tea. We ended up getting a subway from fleetsbridge, i had my first veggie patty in a while and i have to say i much prefer a veggie delight, and theyre so much cheaper ha.
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Today was the last day of school and so i decided to go on whether i was feeling rough or not. It was a non-uniform day but we had to dress in smart/office wear. I spent most of my morning fussing over what was and wasn't smart enough before putting on the outfit i've been wearing the last few days. It was good to be back in my tutor class and to see everyone again. After tutor we headed to assembely part one where we were told about exams and a few awards were given out for sports teams and such. After that part of the assembely we had a break before the next where we went back to tutor rooms had some food and drinks, we had a class photo taken aswell, as usual i was doing something stupid with my face as the photo was taken. We went back in to the hall for the second pat of the assembely, it started with looking at photos and videos of our time at corfe hills and then some people performed. All th performances were amazing, as usual haa. After, they went on to handing out awards for less serious things like 'wags of the future' or 'buisnessman of the year' It was a laugh =) When school finished people hung around for a bit whereas i headed straight home to get ready to go to the beach. Ryan F decided he wanted to come along too so me llie and ryan headed off and met smurfie in Bournemouth. This time we remembered to bring spair clothes so that we could go in the sea =) Was cold but proper rad.
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The pain in my ankle woke me up, luckily it wasn't too early. I got out of bed and tried to find my Mum to tell her about what had happened last night. When I had finaly found mum and told her about my ankle we pretty much headed straight to the hospital. Still in pijamas i sat in A&E waiting to be seen by a doctor, it didn't take long to see the first doctor then to get the x-ray but waiting to be seen again was the worst, we were waiting for about an hour and a half and we were finally called through, although he didn't even know that i'd had an x-ray..After going through everything we went through with the porevious doctor he went and looked at the x-rays which showed no break. Turns out it was just a bad sprain, i'd hate to think how painful a broken ankle feels when i was in so much pain with a sprain.
Once we got home LLie Smurfie and Ryan were waiting to go to the beach for the bbq we had planned to have yesterday.I got changed and we headed off. When we got to the beach it was so full you could barely move and so we decided to sit at one of the cliff tops at Branksome Chimes to have the bbq and to move to the beach a bit later.













Was an amazing day..would have been better if i wasn't on crutches haa, but still amazing =)
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Origionaly, LLie, Ryan, Smurfie and I were going to head to the beach early as we could and stay until late, but due to Ryan working until 12 and me and smurfie wanting to go to the upton gig we decided to leave it for tomorrow. We went in to Poole fpor a couple of hours just to fill our day up a bit.
Smurfie and I headed off to upton, we had to leave home just before 6 to get there for around 7. We went in for about 3 minutes before getting way too hot to stay and left, that was pretty much it for the night, we went back in again later to see amy can fly but once again couldn't stay inside for much longer because the heat. We went down to upton skateramps with Elkins and daniel, which we didn't know about so it was weird, you have to go through some hedges to get to them...We sat there talking for an hour or so before heading back to the community centre.
After the gig was over Smurfie and I missed the bus back from Poole to Broadstone and so we decided it was probably easier to walk from Upton to Corfe Mullen than from Poole to Corfe Mullen..and so rather than getting the bus to Poole we just walked straight from Upton. We got to the cross roads and already we couldn't make it any further because I managed to hurt my ankle and wasn't able to put any weight on it, we sat on the pavement looking up numbers on our phones for people that could help us out, we even debated phoning an ambulance because i was pretty sure it was broken at the time. After about 3 hours of sitting trying to find someone to help us home we got hold of Smurfies dad who told us to get a taxi, all of us were too shy to call up, it wasn't until it started thndering and lightening that smurfie actually rang.
We got home at around 1am, trying to get up the side steps and through the house without waking anyone was a bit of a mission seeing as i couldnt walk. Luckily, I actually have a pair of crutches and so made walking a bit easier... =/

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Once again the sun was out and it was shining bright. Me and llie didn't want to waste our day sitting in our garden again and so decided to head down to the beach. It wasn't as busy as we had expected, in fact it wasn't really busy at all. Most likely because most people were at school.

I'd spent most of the past night revising, or at least trying to revise for my German speaking exam. It wasn't until 2am that i decided it would be a good idea to get some sleep. I woke up at 7.30 and actually felt prepared for the exam, at least more prepared than i was for the mock. I got to school and went straight up to english faculty. Because i hadn't been at school i didn't know we had to choose just the one subject in which we would speak about for the second part of the exam and so i was there knowing the basics about each subject rather than all of one. When she handed me the promp cards for the prepreation i completely blanked..luckily after about 2 minutes i realized that i actually knew everything on the cards. I went in to the exam room and got through both the cards easily, it wasnt until the actual big conversation that i began to struggle. I got through the questions and only didn't understand about two of them, i think overall i did better than i did in the mocks because i wasn't as nervous. I got out of school and headed home, the sun was out and it was boiling, mum met me at the end of the path and gave me a lift. When i got home i found llie in the back garden just lying on the concreat patio, after laughing at her for a good 10 minutes i actually joined her, was such a nice day, music on sun glasses out.
High school musical was in southampton tonight, i had a ticket because my mum was taking the brownies, we got the train around 6 and we arrived just before 7. The people outside queing weren't what i expected, i was thinking they would all be young children but i think there were more adults and teenagers, aha. The performance wasn't as good as expected, i think it was proberbly because the annoyingly false american accents, haaha.






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What's to like about a bank holiday monday, sure it's a three day weekend, but shops don't open and everywhere's patheticly busy. I should have spent my day revising for my german speaking exam which i had the following day bit instead I went to Bath with My Gran, Mum, Auntie and sister. We left at about 10 and didn't arrive until gone 1, as you could imagine it wasn't the most comfortable of all road journeys seeing as there were three of us all with no leg room. We had origionaly planned on going to the canal for a picnic but because of all the roadworks we couldn't get there. We ended up sitting in a park opposite the cressent to eat. It wasn't a proper picnic, more like a packed lunch. We walked up round the cressent and then towards the circus where parts of the movie Oliver was filmed, yes, which is on Gay Street hahaha.

We only stayed in Bath for a couple of hours because we ran out of places to go. We had no idea where anything was, so we headed home and stopped off at gold hill so that i could get a couple of pictures.



Was a really nice day, tireing but nice =)
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Recently i've been non-stop working, Revision and my sociology coursework. I decided that i had been putting it off for too long, so i've sat down and today i finally finished it. I started to revise the math topics that i'm worst at and am finally getting somewhere, well atleast i think i am...This is about all that i can write seeing as nothing's really been going on recently appart from working.
Also, i've recently set up a deviant art acount..if you have enough time check it out?http://loserkiattherockshow.deviantart.com/
Yes i am aware it says loserki, rather than loserkid..but i typed it wrong and dont think i can edit it hahaa, gutted?
I should really start checking things before submitting, i mean first my email adress spelling quarters wrong and now this.
What next aha
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I was meant to wake up ealrier than usual this morning so that I could go out with my mum. I wasn't awake until she was leaving, I rushed around the house and made myself half presentable and still joined her. We headed to the hobby craft center so that she could buy some things for brownies. Once we had finished there we walked over to haskins where I had a weird tasting latte and the most sickley caramel shortbread that i've ever had..it might just've been because it was pretty much my breakfast and i'm not really used to having a cake that ealry int he moring heyy. Once we got home I found myself doing the same thing that i've been doing most days, sitting around watching tv, whereas i should be revising seeing as my exams are in just two weeks. It's quite a weird thing to think about..well not weird as such but scary almost because i havent been in school for god knows how long, meaning iaven't even looked at a piece of work in that time. I've done some sociology but that's all, i think it's about time i start using my time wisely...and actually revising. Smurfie came round at about 5ish and we decided rather than sitting around at home that we would leave for Bournemouth. Since we have the new buses i swear i've never got a bus that was on time, they're always about 20 minutes late..what's up with that. Seeing as we were so early we had a look around the art exabition in the gardens, can't believe it's been a year since we last did that..Seems like a couple of months ago. It's crazy how fast the year's gone by. We met up with Andy for a bit..was nice and awkward haha, i swear it's just me that makes things awkward, i'm too shy for my own good haa. Me and Smurfie headed up to adams flat but he still wasn't in. By the time we had got back down to westcliff it was JamPacked with people..I even counted them, can't remember why but i did, 44..but i missed a few people..probably the best turnout i've seen this year..was a really rad night,
We even managed to get the bus as far as broadstone..
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